1. |
Liar
02:20
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2. |
Mind Eraser
03:26
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i hold my breath to show
i won't hesitate to let go
you've got me and my weathered eyes
my mind has become paralyzed
i know the truth is cold
that we won't all die old
you've got me and these weathered eyes
my mind has become paralyzed
my mind has become paralyzed
paralyzed
i can not wait
why should i wait?
i just can't take the pressure
body will break with pressure
mind eraser
mind eraser
you make it so easy
you make it so easy to run away
you've got me and my weathered eyes
my mind has become paralyzed
my mind has become paralyzed
paralyzed
i can not wait
why should i wait?
i just can't take the pressure
body will break with pressure
because she's my mind eraser
mind eraser
just a mind eraser
my only mind eraser
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declare war on you
leave the world i knew
im so sore from you
and this headache
small hand has reached the 10
night time falling
but you know you never needed the pistol girl
can't you see that I'm out of ammunition?
pull the trigger
you aim so well
point it right at my chest
there's some things you can't forgive
like suicidal initiative
but you know never needed the pistol girl
can't you see that I'm out of ammunition?
pull the trigger
you aim so well
point it right at my chest
declare war on you
leave the world i knew
im so sore from you
and this headache
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4. |
Losing Truth
03:38
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don't ever say to me
I'm everything you want
and when its hard to breathe
I'm everything you want
losing truth and
losing truth and
truth is losing ground
i can't be what you want me to be
i can't be what you want me to be
put the car in park now
cuz I'm tired of moving
put my heart in park now
cuz I'm tired of losing you
those burning cigarettes
are all i really want
another minute
and ill give you all you want
i can't be what you want me to be
i can't be what you want me to be
put the car in park now
cuz I'm tired of moving
put my heart in park now
IM FUCKING TIRED OF LOSING YOU
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5. |
I'm Just Saying
02:49
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i can't remember my adolescent phase
let alone all the swears I've made
I'm just saying
22 doesn't feel like 22
22without a mother fucking clue
I'm just saying
I'm just saying
do i want to raise an army?
i think i should so i can end my pain
and give a humble king the narcissistic reign
I'm onto you
and over you
hard to swing a fist when your enemy's in bed
let alone when your enemy's in bed
I'm just saying
i don't want to be dead
im not dead
i don't want to be dead
IM NOT DEAD
do i want to raise an army?
i think i should so i can end my pain
and give a humble king the narcissistic reign
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6. |
Repercussions
03:28
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i know the night
thought i knew everything there was to know
about my love
life and death
emotions conquer me
i fell tonight
and felt the loneliness that cuts you
like a knife through your chest
to your mind
through your lungs....
you continue to breathe but
you don't bleed
bleed out
don't say quiet now
lets make something out of
this uncovered situation
yea its alright
its all alright
don't you wanna know the repercussions
crushing my nerve ends
and pushing me to bend
but its all alright
so just turn out the light
and come on over
help me forget all my
pain and fear
this loneliness is killing me
its fucking killing me
bleed out
don't say quiet now
lets make something out of
this uncovered situation
yea its alright
its all alright
don't you wanna know the repercussions
crushing my nerve ends
and pushing me to bend
but its all alright
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7. |
Just Get High
02:19
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its way to late
and i don't mean to hesitate
its just i think you're way ahead
but I'm way ahead
and everyone is lame
i don't mean to sound insane
its just i think you're way ahead
but I'm way ahead
nothing happens every time you try
to reason with me
when i want to fly
i just get high
(i want to fly; you just get me high)
i just get high
(i want to fl; you just get me high)
i just get high
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8. |
Tired
02:59
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days are so long that
the nights are no longer my friends
oh I'm so tired i don't know what I'm doing
undefined by uncontrollable movements
i know
cuz she told me so
can't you see little girl that I'm not in this for winning?
my reflection in mirrors only laughs
at the act that I'm pushing
oh I'm so tired i can't tell that I'm losing
lights are blinding through my windows again
oh but I'm tired
i don't get out of bed
instead I'm singing with the voices in my head
i know
cuz she told me so
can't you see little girl that I'm not in this for winning?
my reflection in mirrors only laughs
at the act that I'm pushing
oh I'm so tired i can't tell that I'm losing
should i just get higher?
higher .........................
i kiss the edge of my glass
every time i drink to the past
eyes burning
moving fast
until I'm finally asleep
in my casket
can't you see little girl that I'm not in this for winning?
my reflection in mirrors only laughs
at the act that I'm pushing
oh I'm so tired i can't tell that I'm losing
nothing wrong with the life that I'm choosing
but I'm tired
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9. |
Your Own Medicine
03:08
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o well....
I've got a shoebox of pills
I'm taking 10 to feel well
high time you tasted your own medicine
all alone
the lack of pity I've shown to you
is only my mistake
i can't be so sympathetic
instead id rather forget it
those quiet lies that you tell me
tell me
you see your face in my red eyes
so weigh your words when you tell me
tell me
weigh your words when you tell me
tell me.....
the truth
is that I'm already gone
and honey, i just wanna move on
about time you tasted your own medicine
all alone
and all the anger I've shown to you
is always my mistake
i can't be so sympathetic
instead id rather forget it
those quiet lies that you tell me
tell me
you see your face in my red eyes
so weigh your words when you tell me
tell me
weigh your words when you tell me
tell me
the truth
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10. |
Table For Two
03:22
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to erase.....
impossible for me to do
eyes burning
mourning dew
as i lay here I'm thinking:
how did i lose you too?
because I've already lost myself
table for two in burning Hell
discounted soul is up for sale
as long as its with you
what did i do?
my heart's in two
its time to face the truth:
i can't erase you
i can't replace you
so il just chase
only you
only you
always you
always you
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Pat Bilodeau National Park, New Jersey
Singer/songwriter/
multi-instrumentalist
pbilodeau33@gmail.com
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